2nd trimester, here I come!

14 weeks! WOW, last week sure went by really fast. So now I am officially in the 2nd trimester. I am still battling fatigue. Mostly in the morning. I just cant function. I get up at 7am to get Malikai ready for school. Within minutes everyone is awake. By about 8-8:30am I am dead. I cant barely move im so tired. I get a second wind around 10:30 but that dwindles and im back to being a zombie by 5ish. but naturally I cant bring myself to go to bed before 11pm unless I happen to fall asleep on the couch watching tv.
Ive gained a little more weight. I am not positive on how much. Its at least 3 pounds. I havent been eating horrible. not the greatest, but still not horrible.
I asked myself the other day whose child this is because all im craving is fruit. mostly grapes with a few apples thrown in. Apples give me heartburn though. blah! I love bananas too but we dont have any right now. plus its hard to keep those in the house with the kids since they love them too.
I am still an emotional rollar coaster. On a daily basis I have mini breakdowns because between just simply being with child and my weight gain, my boobs have gotten so huge and now none of my bras fit. None! Not even the ones I had to put up when I lost all the weight and I was swimming in them. I HATE buying new bras knowing they wont fit for very long but I have to buy something. Its not good that I keep popping out. So uncomfortable! It is nice in a way to have them back. I could stand to not have that extra weight right on my chest though.

So nothing else going on in the world of baby. Well I do have a little tiff. Although all of my family knows about the baby. We told them very early on ONLY because I couldnt hide my ever growing body anymore. But none of his family knows. Not one of them! Its sad, disappointing and pathetic. They won't be supportive. They didnt want us to have any of our kids so in a sense they dont deserve to know. I would rather just go about this pregnancy and they never find out. its not like we spend any time together and see each other often, so its not impossible to go this whole time without them knowing. I just dont know if the wrath will be worse telling them now or waiting? He wants to tell them by making a Christmas card and someone throwing in there that there is a new addition coming. I think its a bad idea. So we'll see. I hate thinking about them finding out. I dont want to hear their opinions and I shouldnt have to and no matter how much you tell them that, they always feel the need to dish it out.