19 weeks

Almost half way there already. this is crazyness. I think I pretty much say that every week, but its true! I cant believe in a little over 4 months there will be a baby in the house. I am so not ready! Well physically I am. my newer symptom, well its been going on for a couple weeks now. I cant remember now if I mentioned it, but my bladder is on fire all the time aka I cant stop using the bathroom. I will be fine one minute and literally the next I have to pee so bad I am crossing my legs to gain enough composure to make it to the bathroom. That is NOT fun when I am at work. Hello panty liners. BLAH.
I weighed myself this morning and I am up about 8 pounds since my last appt. Honestly though, aside from eating some delicious peanut butter fudge I havent really splurged. For once I am eating pretty balanced. I know I am not sleeping as much as I could and should so im sure that plays a huge factor. And even though I am peeing alot, I still feel slightly dehydrated so I have a feeling most of this weight gain is water weight which in my past pregnancies that is what happened to me so I am not freaking out.
Aside from baby, I do feel quite bloated and heavy. New belly pics for this week too. Did I mention how much I loathe taking them myself. they look so crappy.

ive been told that I look smaller in these pics than I did a few weeks ago when I was wearing the same shirt. Maybe because in the first pic a few weeks ago I just ate a big lunch so I was really bloated, the pics below I hadnt ate anything in several hours. I feel so tight and bloated everytime I eat so it doesnt surprise me