I had it in my head everything I was going to write and now I have forgotten. Imagine that. I cant remember anything. I am definitely not a reliable source of information when I am pregnant.
So I have recently been told that I have come to a part in my pregnancy when I become really bitchy. Maybe I have forgotten about my past pregnancies or I didnt really experience it like I do this time, but physically this pregnancy is killing me. It feels way too early to be going through the aches and pains I am feeling. My back is a huge issue, my sciatic nerve gets so bad I start limping. my hips, omg. They ache and the pain is so intense. for example when I am sleeping, I will wake up during the night in so much pain I can barely change positions. at only 24 weeks, is that possible? I thought this was more of a 3rd trimester thing??!?!
I went a few days headache free and was feeling good in that area and now they are back. for the past 3 days it comes and goes, each time getting worse. when I get a headache it makes me so tired and I cant ever recoup from it so I have been walking around like a zombie since naps are not in my daily plans anymore unfortunately.
Tonight, as I was getting a shower I started to think to myself...where did my vagina go? Its missing! Well im sure its there, but I can't see it. I can barely reach it! I read that the hair on your legs grow much slower during this part of your pregnancy, well why cant that ring true for the rest of my body? That way I wouldnt have to worry about my vagina anyway! See before I could manuever my belly in order to make things pretty down there, as of late there is no manuevering anything. Its just touch and groom, touch and groom in hopes of getting everything. I was thinking maybe I should go get a bikini wax, but that is even less appealing than "going in blind" so to say. Right now I will stay grateful that I can still at least reach it. There will come a point soon enough where my fingertips will be on the razor and it will be on its own lol
I bought some cute maternity clothes at old navy. big mistake! looked cute on the website. Then my fat ass tried them on and they were not so cute after all. Out of the 5 things I bought, I am keeping 1 thing in hopes of it working out. And dont you know, everything else is return by mail only. POS! I just feel like a beached whale. nothing looks good. All my clothes seem to "hug" the wrong curves so I just look rolley polley (sp?)
Well thats it for now, I am tired so off to bed even though its not even 11pm
Here is a pic I took tonight, the last week I have felt alot bigger/fuller than before. blah
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